Free but bored

This is only the fourth day of my long 3 months holiday and I started to feel bored already. Although during the school time my time was packed with study, at least I felt that I was doing something meaningful. But now, I am like wasting my life. Actually during this time I should be in Taiwan enjoying my holiday. Due to improper planning, I was unable to go. Next time I should plan early to fully utilize my free time that I am craving and looking forward while mugging for exams.

完了，也完了

I have finished all my exams 2 hours before but happiness can't be generated truly from my body.
This semester is really terrible. I don't dare to think of my result. Suan le, let my result be what it wants to be. Anyway, the release of result would be 2 months later, by that time I would have forgot my feeling now already. By the time I view my result, it would simply be A,B,C,D for me. No other meanings.

I am now craving for some activities or persons to enlighten me. So bored and lost.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End of Semester 4~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Is an exam period

This is written when I am tired of mugging. It is true that I have finished reading all the materials needed for exam but somehow I feel there must be something that I have missed out which might come out in exam. Sometimes I really want to say 'I don't care!'. Exam? what a big deal, I rather watch TV. But somehow after slacking for a while I will feel bad and start to pick up the books and read again. Haha.. This is so contradicting. Maybe this shows that I am still not 无药可救.

I always feel that what I know is not enough for a good result in NUS. Keep revising the lecture note and tutorials again and again, but how much have been really absorbed into my brain? I dunno. The results for this semester can prove everything.

I have a bad feeling that my results for this semester will deteriorate. Please!! I don't want my cap drops..I am tired of the university life already. I hope I can get free, the fastest the best. Looking forward for holiday although nothing has been planned.

ITCHY

I am writing this post with my hand scratching my body. I didn't know I am allergic to alcohol ?! Now the rashes grow all over my body, F*** damn itchy. One can of Carlsberg turned me into this pathetic situation now, arghhhh.....

Messages that get not reply

This is another disappointment. Maybe is because of April fool? I dunno. I feel cheated. Maybe it is a repeat of last experience. It just can't follow what I imagine, I dunno why. I have lost my patience, I will give up. Maybe I am really not your type. But I still hope for a reply from you, at least a 'NO', is it that hard?

The so called Uni life

Sometimes I am wondering why those my friends studying at other Unis other than in S'pore one can have their Uni life so exciting and fun. I am now feeling that my Uni life sucks. Isn't as attractive as what I thought when I was in secondary. I don't have time to breathe. The things smashing on me continuously, non-stop. Assignments, lab reports, presentations, tests.... So this is what tertiary education looks like? I feel that I learn nothing from every single module I have taken. The knowledge does not last. Is it true that entering Uni is just for a paper in the end?

I need some free time for myself, not sitting alone in my room to mug, non-stop... please!!!

IHG '.'

IHG for my part came to an end. The game I was more concerned was volleyball. Though we lost, but at least we got into semi-finals. Good job guys, I enjoyed playing with you all.
Good bye for those 'lao ren' but those who still can play for next IHG, hope to see you all next year. We train again together, break the semis curse, go finals!!

after the 1st week

1st week is over. I am still not in the mood of studying. Never feel like to really take out the notes and study.
IHG is getting near. I am scared that my performance will let the team down when the better one is injured now. I am a bit stressed now. I can still remember the scene when we lost last year...I hope this year will be different.

1/1/2010, Happy New Year !!!!!!!!!

When I was in year 2000, I wondered how would our world and my life look like in 2010. Now I am glad that I am still alive and able to cross over from 2009 to 2010 and celebrate it. It is unbelievable that 10 years was just gone like this. What have I done in 2009? Nothing surprised me. It was just as normal, everything was going well. I hope that 2010 will be smooth for me as well.

New year, a new refresh start. I should make some wishes for this new exciting year ahead. Here are my wishes :

1. My family, friends and me would stay in good health.
2. My CAP will go up to 4.5 and above.
3. I can start a relationship.

Happy New to everyone that sees my post!! Have fun and have a good year ahead!! :-)

How would 2020 looks like? I am wondering...

I got my 1st A (5.0) in NUS!!

Result was released today. Due to the sucky new system, I only managed to view my result an hour after the official release time. The result looks quite ok. My 1st A for a hardest module I have ever taken since I enrolled. The lousiest grade for this semester is that SDE module, B-. I seriously feel that I can't take these kind of writing modules anymore, they won't help me in pulling up my CAP. CAP I got so far is 4.03. My CAP is quite steady since the 1st semester. Hope it can maintain until I graduate as what I am aiming is only second upper.
Anyway, a semester with 6 modules, 24MCs has over, Yeahhh. I am satisfied with this result.