A lot a lot of works to do!!

I dunno why suddenly I have so many things to do and all fall within one week. I need to breathe and sleep and play, I don't want to just stay inside my room and do all the assignments every single second. It has been two weeks since I went back home last time and it seems that this coming weekend I will have to stay in RH again. Sad. This week please pass through faster so that I can take a breath. Exams are coming, and I have so many things to catch up. Taking 6 modules in one semester is not easy, I won't try this anymore.

should I say?

I wanted to try again, but impact from last experience still stays inside my mind. Last experience really caused me to lose my confidence. Now, even though there is a chance in front of me but I don't dare to give it a try. I really have to take my steps carefully because I don't like that kind of feeling appears again when I am failed. I need some time to observe.

second try, a nice experience

Finally, I finished one of the things that 21 years old people should do, CLUBBING !! haha.. With the unhappy experience last time, we reminded each other to bring matrix card before leaving hall and we all got in.

Never really clubbed before so everything was new to me. The loud music, all kinds of alcohol drinks and people there. Never imagine I can actually dance in the dance floor which I only saw in TV. Everything was fun and exited especially after all of us had got high enough to dance crazily due the effect of alcohol.

cheers!!

My birthday present? thx for sabo-ing me, haha..

What is the effect of clubbing?
1. lost my voice because I needed to talk and sing very loudly inside the club
2. Half deaf because the music inside was crazily loud
3. slept the whole day the next day because I was really exhausted after 3 hours of shouting and dancing.

21岁咯！！

生日对我来说越来越没意义了，可能过得没感觉了吧或者是没什么特别。有人说21岁生日应该让自己有个非常难忘的生日，不过我觉得我的还蛮枯燥乏味的。不晓得以后回想起来会不会觉得后悔没有曾经疯狂过。

一个人在房间里看着朋友在facebook上献上的祝福虽然很感谢他们的细心但却觉得没什么感觉。比起面对面的祝福，我想我还是比较喜欢后者。记得去年这个时候我的房门被人大力的敲打，门打开时是生日蛋糕与生日歌的到来，相比起今年使我感觉到特别寂寞。景物依旧在但人事已全非。我想还是比较喜欢去年的生日。

I have gained my weight !! Yes..

There was a weighting machine during my lab today where I caught the chance to take my weight. The digits were suprising. It was 55 kg something. I am heavier now, haha. From 50 ++ kg to now 55 ++kg. I didn't realise that I have gained 5 kg since I last weighted my weight although that was damn long ago. It is an ideal weight for me. I should maintain it.