When I am too free

Sitting in the living room, in front of my computer, what do I do?

I keep looking at who is online on the msn. Why isn't she online yet? where is she recently?
Logging in and out facebook to check for other people's updates and play for those games in facebook(although I knew they are childish).
I started to watch the replay of the tv programes although I have watched them before.

Omg, 24 hours a day now to me is too long. Something to fill up my holiday please!!

Holidays

Haven't been writing anything here since my exams started because no time to write. 6 modules, I have been studying for every second to catch up. But now it is over, whatever the results would be, I don't care, at least for now. I will just leave it to 22december. After exams I feel like my life is nothing but just studying. I got nothing to do after the exams!! What is wrong with this? I think I should find more entertainments for myself during this 1 month holiday.

This ends my 3rd semester in NUS. Time to start packing and head back to my home to slack and meet my friends.

BUZY mode

All began with the hydraulics lab report. Looking back what I have done since 20 oct, I was amazed that I did a lot of things. During this 3 weeks, I have done 2 lab reports, 2 essays each 2000++ words, 3 quizzes, 6 assignments, and one oral defense. I was like whaoooo!! 3 weeks!!Almost all the things I have to do in this semester fall in the last few weeks of this semester. This really made me mad. These things were due one by one within this 3 weeks period, and they kept me working for so many nights. But now it is over. Today is the end point of these unstoppable continuous assignments for me in this semester. I think now I deserve a short break before I start my engine again, not for assignments but for my first paper in next friday and the rest of the papers.

I won't joke

I wasn't annoyed. I knew I was not serious sometimes, but I was just being too relax that I didn't even think of what I said. I felt that playing volleyball was an enjoyable thing, that's why I joked around and try to make the atmosphere more relaxing. I didn't know that this will make others felt uneasy. I will not joke next time. I joke doesn't mean I am not serious, my standard is just there. I can't be as good as you all, but I will try to fight for the ball next time.

A lot a lot of works to do!!

I dunno why suddenly I have so many things to do and all fall within one week. I need to breathe and sleep and play, I don't want to just stay inside my room and do all the assignments every single second. It has been two weeks since I went back home last time and it seems that this coming weekend I will have to stay in RH again. Sad. This week please pass through faster so that I can take a breath. Exams are coming, and I have so many things to catch up. Taking 6 modules in one semester is not easy, I won't try this anymore.

should I say?

I wanted to try again, but impact from last experience still stays inside my mind. Last experience really caused me to lose my confidence. Now, even though there is a chance in front of me but I don't dare to give it a try. I really have to take my steps carefully because I don't like that kind of feeling appears again when I am failed. I need some time to observe.

second try, a nice experience

Finally, I finished one of the things that 21 years old people should do, CLUBBING !! haha.. With the unhappy experience last time, we reminded each other to bring matrix card before leaving hall and we all got in.

Never really clubbed before so everything was new to me. The loud music, all kinds of alcohol drinks and people there. Never imagine I can actually dance in the dance floor which I only saw in TV. Everything was fun and exited especially after all of us had got high enough to dance crazily due the effect of alcohol.

cheers!!

My birthday present? thx for sabo-ing me, haha..

What is the effect of clubbing?
1. lost my voice because I needed to talk and sing very loudly inside the club
2. Half deaf because the music inside was crazily loud
3. slept the whole day the next day because I was really exhausted after 3 hours of shouting and dancing.