wednesday again!! nightmare..

it is Wednesday again..sigh..will my tomorrow be happy or sad? all depend on how well I will do in my sit-in lab tomorrow.

I really don't want to screw my lab again, my result is damn lousy already..argh""" stressed !!! I can't sleep tonight already...

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

did she know I went to her performace and supported her at a corner?

Last weekend I went back home finally..Other than ate a lot at home and most importantly was mother-made dishes, I spent quite a lot of money on buying new short pants, T-shirts and a pair of shoes. Dunno why I can't control myself from eating and buying once crossing over from s'pore to m'sia..maybe the currency is lower in m'sia. I had never felt that before I came in s'pore..There is a trend of those T-shirts I have bought recently, I keep buying T-shirts with ape printed on. Ya lah is babymilo, dunno since when I am addicted to ape already..lol

No mood !! programming fuck !!

Today my mood is totally gone..cs 1101c sit in lab really can decide my mood on that particular day..I really don't know how to deal with the two remaining sit in labs..is it because I am stupid? or because I am careless, didn't read the question carefully?
Although I find various of ways to make myself forget about it, I just can't..The awkward feeling keep loitering in my mind..I am sure I don't have talent in programming and I will never take this kind of alien module again in future..How I hope this semester will end faster and then I can say bye bye to cs 1101c..

I might fail this module, really..Please don't happen..

A relaxing weekend

You will never believe this is the first time I go out to shop in Singapore (I mean proper shopping) after I started study here. It was IT Show that attracted me to Suntec City this weekend. The situation there was cramped, and I was forced to take small steps to move around the crowds. Below are the evidents, I didn't lie, really..

I really didn't have the mood to splurge in this crowded situation and in the end I only bought back a headset worth $ 20 after 3 hours there..lolx..

Ya, is my shoutout again:

Arshavin cool..Arsenal the best!!!

No Time at all!!!

Although all the mid terms are over, but the amount of tutorial and assignment I need to finish is really a lot. They were thrown aside by me during mid terms period, and now is the time to finish them one by one. There is no a single second I can relax, am I pushing myself too much? But I really feel sinful if I ignore all these tutorials and wait for the solutions in class..sigh..

It had been 1 month I think before I actually went out to play sport. Feeling so good to sweat out when I played tennis yesterday..but I have to admit that I am old already because I was forced to stop playing due to my stamina..

something delighting, ARSENAL was qualified in uefa..although it was determined by a penalty shootout, but after all ARSENAL was in..so excited..

where is my ONE?

This is the season of love.. Friends around me got their love one one by one..and me? still feel very sad although it has been 1 month plus already..when is my turn? why to me it is like so hard??

mid term is over !!!

Allow me to scream for my joy a while..WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..
mid term is OVER!!!!!!

DONE.

Careless!!!!

!@#$%^&*()_+... ICUCIC U

What the hell was I doing in the test ? Why didn't I look at the question properly? Why did I make such a stupid careless mistake.. I feel like killing myself now...

arHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mid term -- mid term -- mid term!!!

Thanks god. I managed to finish my maths paper on time. Although I got 1 answer wrong but that was all 天意..because I saw the solution of this question juz before I went to examination hall. I totally ignored it because the solution was so complicated that I thought it it would never come out in the test..but it did..Nobody to blame other than myself..

2 more tests in 2 days..How I hope this week will end faster..

I don't like programming!!!

CS 1101c really driving me crazy..the lab questions are like impossible to do one lah..I think I am going to screwed up this module..

Maths mid term later, I really hope that I can finish in time..although I have never succeeded doing this when I modeled the real exammination situation in my room... lol..

Anyway, all of these are compensated by a thing that happened yesterday..I was quite surprised and happy because she finally talked to me although it was in msn, but in the end I didn't chat to her for long. I felt like we are strangers..aih..

Fighting pimples

OH MY 天！！！！

My face is rotting...Pimples everywhere..

Solution:

1. sleep early everyday
2. drink more water(not soda water)
3. decrease the study pressure(which is imposible in NUS)
4. wash my face more frequently with OLAY whitening cleanser

None of the solutions above is done by me..die, my smooth face will never return..

3 more mid-term tests plus 1 programing lab this week...busy week!!!!

extra shoutout: Lousy MANU, you got the carling cup just by luck, don't be arrogant..ARSENAL still the strongest!!!!!!

Life is getting boring

Colour of my life faded, from the first day I entered NUS until now. Dunno why recently I find super boring staying in hall, feeling like going back to home if I am able to. How?! I need to be here for the rest of my 3 years in NUS. Is my Uni life to be nothing memorable to me in the future? I really need to go out and meet more people instead of hiding in a small room..
3 more mid-term tests to go, jiayou..