I won't joke

I wasn't annoyed. I knew I was not serious sometimes, but I was just being too relax that I didn't even think of what I said. I felt that playing volleyball was an enjoyable thing, that's why I joked around and try to make the atmosphere more relaxing. I didn't know that this will make others felt uneasy. I will not joke next time. I joke doesn't mean I am not serious, my standard is just there. I can't be as good as you all, but I will try to fight for the ball next time.

A lot a lot of works to do!!

I dunno why suddenly I have so many things to do and all fall within one week. I need to breathe and sleep and play, I don't want to just stay inside my room and do all the assignments every single second. It has been two weeks since I went back home last time and it seems that this coming weekend I will have to stay in RH again. Sad. This week please pass through faster so that I can take a breath. Exams are coming, and I have so many things to catch up. Taking 6 modules in one semester is not easy, I won't try this anymore.

should I say?

I wanted to try again, but impact from last experience still stays inside my mind. Last experience really caused me to lose my confidence. Now, even though there is a chance in front of me but I don't dare to give it a try. I really have to take my steps carefully because I don't like that kind of feeling appears again when I am failed. I need some time to observe.

second try, a nice experience

Finally, I finished one of the things that 21 years old people should do, CLUBBING !! haha.. With the unhappy experience last time, we reminded each other to bring matrix card before leaving hall and we all got in.

Never really clubbed before so everything was new to me. The loud music, all kinds of alcohol drinks and people there. Never imagine I can actually dance in the dance floor which I only saw in TV. Everything was fun and exited especially after all of us had got high enough to dance crazily due the effect of alcohol.

cheers!!

My birthday present? thx for sabo-ing me, haha..

What is the effect of clubbing?
1. lost my voice because I needed to talk and sing very loudly inside the club
2. Half deaf because the music inside was crazily loud
3. slept the whole day the next day because I was really exhausted after 3 hours of shouting and dancing.

21岁咯！！

生日对我来说越来越没意义了，可能过得没感觉了吧或者是没什么特别。有人说21岁生日应该让自己有个非常难忘的生日，不过我觉得我的还蛮枯燥乏味的。不晓得以后回想起来会不会觉得后悔没有曾经疯狂过。

一个人在房间里看着朋友在facebook上献上的祝福虽然很感谢他们的细心但却觉得没什么感觉。比起面对面的祝福，我想我还是比较喜欢后者。记得去年这个时候我的房门被人大力的敲打，门打开时是生日蛋糕与生日歌的到来，相比起今年使我感觉到特别寂寞。景物依旧在但人事已全非。我想还是比较喜欢去年的生日。

I have gained my weight !! Yes..

There was a weighting machine during my lab today where I caught the chance to take my weight. The digits were suprising. It was 55 kg something. I am heavier now, haha. From 50 ++ kg to now 55 ++kg. I didn't realise that I have gained 5 kg since I last weighted my weight although that was damn long ago. It is an ideal weight for me. I should maintain it.

Clubbing?? Not really

My first clubbing experience is not a good one. I went to st. James last night intended to experience what is actually clubbing but ended up like a tour to st. James.

Reason:
One of my friend can't enter the club even though we had used up all possible means to let him sneaked in. The guy there said his picture on his matric card was scratched and therefore can't let him go in. *lame*.

In the end, we were forced to go back hall after I had gone inside and toured one round. Lousy experience really. Hope there is a chance for me to really drink there.

sem BREAK

Here is the sem break I have been hoping for. 9days. How should I spend it? I dunno, but I have a lot of assignments and readings need to be done within this week. Can I afford to spend one or two days to really rest without doing and thinking anything? I hope so. The amount of things to be done pulls me back from starting them. Hopefully I can finish them according to my schedule.

New room

Finally, the renovation has finished. Just to show you some pictures taken in my new room in RH. Almost all the furniture are new, smell of wood everywhere inside my room. But overall not bad especially the toilet, it improved a lot.

Geylang is not gay

I went to Geylang last Friday and ya, I went to explore that area. You know what I mean. It is a good experience because I have never seen a small area with such a high concentration of prostitute before. Some were pretty(Chinese, my preference), some were even ah gua, I saw one, lol. It was a good experience where my friends and I actually went to discover how those underground stuff works. The price, how they get their customers and all that. I felt a bit scared and shy when I walked down the street full of prostitutes. You know first time mah!! But to them, they are easy to be like items in supermarket letting people to choose. Their economy status might have forced them to do so.
Felt like to try once when I saw all these pretty babes around me, but I m scared of AIDS..lolx..