New room

Finally, the renovation has finished. Just to show you some pictures taken in my new room in RH. Almost all the furniture are new, smell of wood everywhere inside my room. But overall not bad especially the toilet, it improved a lot.

Cannot adapt

This is the second day after the school started, I have to say I still can't adapt the pace of life here. I really feel to go home especially when I couldn't get a good sleep for the past two nights. The bed is so hard compared to mine at home, the weather was damn warm although it was at night. Maybe I need more time to find back the life I had here during last semester. ooo, I miss my home, my holidays...

end of 1st year in nus..

Finally, my 1st year in nus comes to an end..exams have just finished, and I do not care about the results but i know it sucks..just leave it to the day when the results are announced, now i would just enjoy my last week here before going back to home and stay there for the next 3 months vacation...
Backtracking what I have done this whole year, it is quite amazing that time passes so fast..I did something that cost me to lose a friend, a stupid action really..I knew a group of badminton team players who are my dinner and lunch buddies since the beginning of second semester..suffering a lot in cs1101c but finally was over..knew a group of volleyballers where we did a lot of stupid things like dancing(haha, nobody nobody but you) and tears when we lost in semi during IHG..the gang of dota(one round!!!) and many many people in RH. I am really happy that I can meet you all here and good bye for those who are not staying next year..I am really looking forward for next year, see you next year RH!!

FAME, LAME or SHAME

I must record down this very clumsy but memorable moment in my life where I first danced officially in front of so many people. Here is the video of that night when we performed on the stage. Audience was screaming like hell, most probably was because our funny but sexy movements...




The song we are performing is 'NOBODY' from WONDER GIRLs....

This is just before the performance where I filled my stomach before the performance.

This is just after the performance, some classic actions in our performance...lolx.

With all of our efforts, we won this competition. SD 100 was awarded, thx for this SD 100, we can have a hopefully good mm treat...hhee..

No Time at all!!!

Although all the mid terms are over, but the amount of tutorial and assignment I need to finish is really a lot. They were thrown aside by me during mid terms period, and now is the time to finish them one by one. There is no a single second I can relax, am I pushing myself too much? But I really feel sinful if I ignore all these tutorials and wait for the solutions in class..sigh..

It had been 1 month I think before I actually went out to play sport. Feeling so good to sweat out when I played tennis yesterday..but I have to admit that I am old already because I was forced to stop playing due to my stamina..

something delighting, ARSENAL was qualified in uefa..although it was determined by a penalty shootout, but after all ARSENAL was in..so excited..

Life is getting boring

Colour of my life faded, from the first day I entered NUS until now. Dunno why recently I find super boring staying in hall, feeling like going back to home if I am able to. How?! I need to be here for the rest of my 3 years in NUS. Is my Uni life to be nothing memorable to me in the future? I really need to go out and meet more people instead of hiding in a small room..
3 more mid-term tests to go, jiayou..

I am a loser..

It was around 1 month ago, when I finally picked up my courage and told her I like her..It is not easy I would fall in love with a girl, but dunno why god doesn't fulfil me every time.. Ya, I failed. I really don't wish to start my first posting with this sad story, but I just feel like want to express the awkward feeling that surrounding me every second.
I knew her in RH. At first I really didn't notice her before she started to appear frequently in front of my room windows. The feeling towards her grew inside my heart without my knowledge. Slowly, I would feel lost when I couldn't see her. Trying to look at the corridor, hoping that she would walk pass, listening to the chair dragging sound produced from upstairs showing that she was in hall, keep checking msn list to see whether she had back to hall or home that allowed her to online, hoping that she would suddenly appear in front of my windows again and give me a shock when I was frustrated in mugging.
I told her through sms, "What I wanted to tell just now was I think I like you. I know you are busy with dance, I just want to let you know." She replied a quite long sms mainly to reject me but what stroke straight to my heart was "I don't know whether you know or not, I am dating with a guy now, and WE ARE VERY HAPPY." I felt I was out, I stood no chance. Although I got some rumours that she sms quite often with a guy, I still tried to tell her my feeling. Hoping that I still had chance. I was wrong. I was nothing to her.
Celebrating my birthday when I was down, notified me whenever she wanted to go home, shared her life stories with me etc.. All of these were only the ways she treated a friend, NORMAL friend. I really don't know why she can give me such a big impact although we only know each other less than a year. Maybe the ways she talk and act being straight forward attracted me.
Really feel a bit regretful to tell her, if not we will still be friend with each other until now. Looking at another side, it is good to tell her also because at least I know I stand no chance. We haven't talked to each other since this incident happened, I doubt she will take the action to talk to me, and I really feel paiseh to talk to her again..I think it would be like this forever until one of us move out from RH. It is really hard to go in the world of a dancer.. We are too far away..I know..Looking her performing on stage, I know we are two parallel lines. Hope she can do well in her dance and study...
the song that suits me the best now..(黄靖伦-缺席）
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTrMFUpeBrg
我想和你在一起，却在你未来缺席....

song that makes me thinks of her every time I listen to it..(michael jackson-black or white)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZI9OYMRwN1Q