6TH OCTOBER 2010

What did I do in 6th october 2010?

(1) still mugging for my test 2mr.
(2) sat in front of my computer to reply every single wish posted in facebook from my friends.

Suddenly I felt I was surrounded by all my friends! I did not know I actually have so many friends!
But seriously speaking, I still prefer face to face wishing rather than digital type. At least it is more meaningful.

My usual post-test symptom

My mood is grey colour now.
I have the post-test symptom.
emo is the thing I gonna do at least for the next days,
because of this ESE3201 midterm test.....
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope my dad's medical check up tomorrow will be fine although I can't accompany him to go..

'RECESS' week

I have finished half of my semester (half more semester to Hong Kong !!!).

Things to be done in this one week recess week:
a) do revision for 4 mid-term tests
b) one lab report
c) one mini project
d) one presentation ppt
e) HELA report

Looks like I gonna spend most of my time in hall during recess week to do my works when people all go back to their home :(

Half way through the semester

I am very discouraged to do everything recently. My mood is very down. I am very tired mentally. Partly is because of the increasing work quantity I would need to handle after getting into year 3, another reason is those irritating CCAs I need to commit in my hall. I am left with so little of time for myself. I really wish I would have more time to study and do all my assignments.

This is me. I always have a very negative thinking when I cannot or failed to solve my problems. I will start to look very sienz, talk less and a bit anti social. But the good thing is my way of thinking will change when there is inspiration. It could be a word from other people or I've successfully done something. But can this inspiration come faster??

热脸贴冷屁股

You are just as cool as before.
Even though I was so concerned about you.
Shouldn't you feel touched?
This is you, unpredictable.

wrap up for my 3 months holiday

I can't believe 3 months have gone just like that! like seriously blik, bliak, boom, 3 months time was over !!

I spent the first month at home, slacking. two others on work. Earn around RM 2000 to save to my 'HK SEP foundation'. In between, I joined a program organised by Power Seraya called ' Responsible Energy Advocates Program (REAP)' and got to know some new friends. This was then followed by some household visits which filled up almost every of my Saturdays. Some project research regarding this program was done also.

And now, I am sitting in my room in the hall trying to accept the fact that holiday has already ended! The school will start tomorrow! gosh!

我不想解释，但我是不开心的

我只能说做工是否能做得长久，开心也是其中重要的决定因素。第二次没比第一次来的开心。场景依旧，但人性变了，气氛也变了。小人不少。不知在哪一秒我是被监视着的，或是被人在身后打小报告。有些人表面功夫做得很足，但背后却有不少的小动作。有些人仗着知己升级了就摆着个架势，也不想想其实她自己从以前到现在是多么的懒。一个中年人不顾形象插手然后破后大骂十几二十岁小孩子的感情事，我也只能说你很幼稚。

虽然我不懂在背后陷害我的人是谁，但我一直相信清者自清。我鄙视只敢在人家身后做一些小动作而不敢当面对质的人。我对一些容易受人影响而失去分辨是非黑白能力的人感到失望。

算了，过了我就不再想了，我也不想知道。反正有些人可能以后都不会再见了，讨厌他们只会显示我的EQ低。我真的做的很不开心。我不会考虑再回去了。再见！

假

我忍不住了！人竟然能转眼间变得那么多，人性竟然可以这么的假。在我面前一套，在背后时却是另一套。受不了。在社会上工作就是会遇到这种存有心机，假仁假义的人。

sienzness

Working is boring especially when you are doing repeated things day after day which is the nature of most of the jobs in this world.
I was like spending all my time on working but yet couldn't feel the satisfaction from it except getting back some money. I am left with very little time for myself.
I feel sienz towards everything I do now. I am filled with sienzness now.
But for the SEP I have no choice but to bear with it. I need to earn as much as I can. The happiness is just ahead !! Hong Kong!!