hopes everything going smoothly and I will fly to Hong Kong

Good news! There is actually a loan for students going to SEP ! This really makes my move to Hong Kong much closer. Now is like about 70% for sure I will go already. I am so excited. Can't believe I can go over there to study and tour. Now I don't think too much. The loan, just pay it after graduation. I will enjoy every moment of my Uni life. There won't have this kind of experience for me once I step out to work.

SEP HKUST, go or don't go.

I received a shocking news when I came back from work today. I was offered SEP to Hong Kong University of Science and Technology. I was shocked because I wasn't offered Taiwan Cheng Kung Uni as what I have expected. Who the hell fought with me to get this Taiwan Uni? I thought nobody wants to go a Uni with Chinese as its teaching language?

I chose Taiwan as my first choice is because it is much cheaper than in Hong Kong in terms of its living expenses. Now I am left to choose whether to knee down in front of money to let this golden chance slip through between my fingers or to struggle hard to earn more money for my expenses there. Only half a year time for me to make SD 6-7K in front of my eyes.

Am I too indulgent to ask for this from my parents? SD 6-7K is not a small amount.

oh, AFRICA !! FIFA WORLD CUP

I can't wait for this coming Friday to support my favourite team, Spain ! The soccer atmosphere is all around. This is the game I and all the people around the world have been waiting for.

Go ! SPAIN !

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NOT FUN !! Working.

Working is not fun. Especially when you are not working for a leisure reason but for money.

Three days have passed. I am bored in doing what I was assigned to do already. Dozed off in office although I had 8 hours sleep everyday. 930am to 530pm to me is damn long.

Office politics is very scary. Something is better that you do not know it than you do.

Old ! Mentally.

I feel that I am old already, mentally. First day working today, I found that I can't communicate well with those teenagers. I can't go into their topics. I even started to talk 人生大道理 to those younger than me. Oh, gosh!

Now I am tired already. Haven't been waking up so early since the holiday started. I need to adjust my biological clock.

Heng ah !!

10 minutes after receiving my result. Quite okay, not as bad as I thought. Those difficult modules I managed to die not so pathetically. Some surprises also. Overall I am satisfied with a minor improvement in my CAP. However, I will still question myself what 'IF' this module I did better, my cap would have increased by a lot! My character will always does this kind of thing. Our life has many IFs, my task is to reduce the chance I ask myself IF.

Compete with myself not others in University.

counting down

3 more days to start working and end my boring and meaningless holiday lifestyle.
2 more days to get back my result. I started to feel jittery already.

Lost my prepaid card

I lost my starhub prepaid card. It means I will lose contact with a lot of people. This might be good for me to forget thoroughly all the unhappiness.

为什么上网？

其实写blog 不过是让你想让他知道的人看到你的心情，
但矛盾的是有些太私密的事情你却又不想让大家都知道。
多希望有些posts 能只让某些人看， 这样就省去这些麻烦。
我相信不会有太多人想知道我的心情吧？
哈哈

现在的人没什么安全感，
网上的这些blog， facebook etc. 正好是让大家觉得自己更有存在感的工具。
希望你在乎的人知道你的感受和境况。
至少我就是这样。

闷疯了

全世界的人好像都很忙， 都有自己的事要做。而我，好像也只有我每天无所事事， 在家闲着。 没事做的感觉真不好。睡也不是，上网也不是，看戏也不是。每天睁开眼都不懂自己要做什么。三个月好长啊！我该怎么做？就这样浪费时间吗？我想找些事做啊！工作也好，出门逛街旅游也好。天啊！！