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I am writing this post with my hand scratching my body. I didn't know I am allergic to alcohol ?! Now the rashes grow all over my body, F*** damn itchy. One can of Carlsberg turned me into this pathetic situation now, arghhhh.....

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This is another disappointment. Maybe is because of April fool? I dunno. I feel cheated. Maybe it is a repeat of last experience. It just can't follow what I imagine, I dunno why. I have lost my patience, I will give up. Maybe I am really not your type. But I still hope for a reply from you, at least a 'NO', is it that hard?

The so called Uni life

Sometimes I am wondering why those my friends studying at other Unis other than in S'pore one can have their Uni life so exciting and fun. I am now feeling that my Uni life sucks. Isn't as attractive as what I thought when I was in secondary. I don't have time to breathe. The things smashing on me continuously, non-stop. Assignments, lab reports, presentations, tests.... So this is what tertiary education looks like? I feel that I learn nothing from every single module I have taken. The knowledge does not last. Is it true that entering Uni is just for a paper in the end?

I need some free time for myself, not sitting alone in my room to mug, non-stop... please!!!

IHG '.'

IHG for my part came to an end. The game I was more concerned was volleyball. Though we lost, but at least we got into semi-finals. Good job guys, I enjoyed playing with you all.
Good bye for those 'lao ren' but those who still can play for next IHG, hope to see you all next year. We train again together, break the semis curse, go finals!!

after the 1st week

1st week is over. I am still not in the mood of studying. Never feel like to really take out the notes and study.
IHG is getting near. I am scared that my performance will let the team down when the better one is injured now. I am a bit stressed now. I can still remember the scene when we lost last year...I hope this year will be different.

1/1/2010, Happy New Year !!!!!!!!!

When I was in year 2000, I wondered how would our world and my life look like in 2010. Now I am glad that I am still alive and able to cross over from 2009 to 2010 and celebrate it. It is unbelievable that 10 years was just gone like this. What have I done in 2009? Nothing surprised me. It was just as normal, everything was going well. I hope that 2010 will be smooth for me as well.

New year, a new refresh start. I should make some wishes for this new exciting year ahead. Here are my wishes :

1. My family, friends and me would stay in good health.
2. My CAP will go up to 4.5 and above.
3. I can start a relationship.

Happy New to everyone that sees my post!! Have fun and have a good year ahead!! :-)

How would 2020 looks like? I am wondering...

I got my 1st A (5.0) in NUS!!

Result was released today. Due to the sucky new system, I only managed to view my result an hour after the official release time. The result looks quite ok. My 1st A for a hardest module I have ever taken since I enrolled. The lousiest grade for this semester is that SDE module, B-. I seriously feel that I can't take these kind of writing modules anymore, they won't help me in pulling up my CAP. CAP I got so far is 4.03. My CAP is quite steady since the 1st semester. Hope it can maintain until I graduate as what I am aiming is only second upper.
Anyway, a semester with 6 modules, 24MCs has over, Yeahhh. I am satisfied with this result.

请问21岁的你交过几个女朋友？ errr....没有。

最近重遇见了中学时期曾对她有一些爱慕的女生。见到她的照片，变美了，成熟了不少。

不过当得知她现在已有了男朋友不知为何我突然有股酸酸的感觉。

虽然知道那是应该的，毕竟离中学时期也已经有四年的时间了。

当时的我没胆量和她说我喜欢她，现在的我只能羡慕她和她男友甜蜜的一切。

这种事情在我身上不止发生过一次，每次到了最后才后悔当初为何没有那份勇气与冲动。

我在面对这类事情时真的非常被动，犹豫不决。

我怕说出口后会当不成朋友，不说出口我又怕我以后会后悔。

也许这样我才一直没女朋友吧！

有女朋友真好，有个人关心，多个人照顾自己。

When I am too free

Sitting in the living room, in front of my computer, what do I do?

I keep looking at who is online on the msn. Why isn't she online yet? where is she recently?
Logging in and out facebook to check for other people's updates and play for those games in facebook(although I know they are childish).
I started to watch the replay of the tv programes although I have watched them before.

Omg, 24 hours a day now to me is too long. Something to fill up my holiday please!!

Holidays

Haven't been writing anything here since my exams started because no time to write. 6 modules, I have been studying for every second to catch up. But now it is over, whatever the results would be, I don't care, at least for now. I will just leave it to 22december. After exams I feel like my life is nothing but just studying. I got nothing to do after the exams!! What is wrong with this? I think I should find more entertainments for myself during this 1 month holiday.

This ends my 3rd semester in NUS. Time to start packing and head back to my home to slack and meet my friends.